Well it's been months since I've done a journal update
From the previous one talking about the issues I was going through...well most of it has stopped.
Cats are gone, brother is gone but my anxiety still stays~ I got lots of help by seeing a therapist and she gave me some nice tips of what to do when I have an anxiety attack but I also have medication that will help.
I am also on medical welfare......and if ANYBODY and I mean fucking ANYBODY has a problem with me being on welfare then you best hate somewhere else for your sake because I've dealt with enough people bitching to me about me wanting to go on welfare because this is suppose to help me, not have me take the very easy way of getting finance and using it on whatever the hell I want.
I mean sure my parents allow me to use my money but have good control over it and I do. This time I have to pay rent which I'm perfectly fine since my money will be used for something that will help my parents out since my mom is the one that is only working and my dad is getting no income.
Also another thing is I am getting fucking sick of how people are treating me these days. I shouldn't whine, bitch or moan about these days but god dammit it is really tiring and I have gone through too much of it. I won't give out their names because it would be pointless and it wouldn't make anything better but I do not want to deal with them any more and I don't care if I am being stubborn~
If the people that have a problem with me and see this journal then here is my message: leave me alone and I shall leave you alone as well.
Oh yeah recently I went to go see a psychiatrist and I've been meaning to see one for quite some time....so on that day I finally met him, very nice doctor and we spoke, asked me questions, gave him my most honest answers and there were some times where I had trouble explaining things.
So an hour later as that is how long it went, he analyzed me and came up with the answer saying that I do not have congenital dysphasia with autistic qualities (as the doctors diagnosed me with years ago) but I am a highly functional autistic.
He didn't give me the full detail of it yet but he did explain most of it and told me some very awesome information that was really good to know.
So anyways that is all I have to say and like I said before if anyone has a fucking problem with me being on welfare and I am taking the easy way of getting income......fuck you and go hate somewhere else, haters.